Pre-Wellness State
It's so strange. I feel like my body isn't mine anymore and now I'm living every day in hopes that I'll maintain. I'm leading out this body that seems to have failed. I have diabetes. I feel like I should have known all these years that I have been diabetic. But I cannot reverse the hands of time. I must pull myself together and keep going. It's cyber Monday and I'm not looking forward to being at work if I'm feeling horrible. I have so many more questions. Can I get pregnant? Do I have PCOS? Why am I having so many side effects? Can I take a short leave of absence from work to adjust to everything? Can I apply for fmla? Am I ever going to feel normal? Can you give me medication for treating this depression? My hormone levels are completely off, is there another test for that? In one whole day I go from upset, to happy, to sad. The frustration builds every day. Thank goodness there's support from the people who really love me and ca...